Episode 6

I feel like my trials have been chosen for me so I could have empathy for others. Heart ache, unable to conceive, adoption, in and out of the hospital with an auto immune disease, surgery, loss of family income, struggle to make ends meet, 15 weeks of pregnancy- this was a strange pregnancy because not only was I supposed to not get pregnant but my body changed a lot. I also had morning sickness. I've felt loss and sorrow. I get sick easily and often. And many more. I feel like my trials help me help others- or at least be there for them, encouraging them, supporting them. Otherwise, I may just be super selfish (cuz I'm still selfish) and wrapped up in me things and my life. I'm thankful for my trials. With out them, I wouldn't be me.

A face which was full of tears. Crying, a great release.

My most recent stay in the hospital. I had a D&C and I lost 40% of my blood.